Andi Eigenmann not giving up on Jake Ejercito

Andi Eigenmann,star of the horror film 'Tragic Theater'/NPPA Images

 Andi Eigenmann is not closing her doors on a reconciliation with ex-boyfriend Jake Ejercito.

“Noong umuwi po siya (Jake) dito, nagdecide siya na magbago, na ayusin ang lahat. So we decided to get back together. I would not want anything more in this world than to be happy with Jake because I love him so much.We were just in the process of fixing things and then nangyari po iyon,” Andi said in an interview on “The Buzz” on Sunday, September 28.

Caught kissing another girl

Andi was referring to the release of photos showing Jake kissing another girl, at a time when they were trying to fix their broken relationship.

 The actress thinks Jake might have been hurt by her decision to entertain former Pinoy Big Brother housemate Bret Jackson. But she was also hurt when she saw a photo of Jake kissing another girl.

“Opo, hiwalay na kami and I entertained someone else and I became happy. Alam ko po na masakit iyon sa kanya dahil para sabihin niya na mahal niya ako and willing siyang magbago, ayusin ang mga bagay between the two of us. Instead na  malabas yung sakit na nararamdaman ko, parang galit na lang kasi okay na po sana, nakaka-move on na ako, pwede ko nang tulungan yung sarili ko na maging masaya. Tapos biglang ganoon lang pala yung gagawin niya sa akin. Para sa akin, pakiramdam ko naloko ako.”

Does she think Jake loved her while they were still together?

Too late

“Hindi po ako sigurado. Alam ko na Jake has done many things to me, magaganda po talaga. Pero sana po hindi ako yung sisisihin or mamasamain kung sa tingin ko medyo masakit na, hindi ko matanggap yung sa kanya.”

Jake tried to win her back after the break up and the release of the controversial photo by expressing his love for Andi in his Twitter account.

But while Andi was admittedly touched, she felt Jake’s move came too late.

“Natuwa naman po ako. Pinakita niya sa akin na kaya niyang magbago. Pero para sa akin po, sana noon pa niya kinayang gawin iyon. Bakit ngayon lang na wala na? Doon pa. Habang kami, I never felt na I deserved it, to be yung maging proud na ako yung taong mahal niya. Wala akong nakuhang ganoon noon. Kaya imbis na it can be a way for me to forgive him, lalo lang akong nagalit kasi bakit ngayon pa.”

Family problem

Andi also admitted feeling that Jake’s family doesn’t like her.

“Parang hindi po. Okay lang po sa akin iyon, naiintindihan ko. Okay lang, mahal na mahal ko si Jake. Gagawin ko po ang lahat para mapatunayan ko na karapat-dapat ako para sa kanya. Pero kung hindi po, okay lang.”

 Despite everything, Andi is not giving up on Jake.

“Para sa akin, never say never. I said many times that I’m gonna get over Jake and I will never be with him again. But then, the moment na magkaayos kami, I wanna be with him forever.”