Kyla Alvarez opens up about another miscarriage
15 Nov – Kyla Alvarez recently took to social media and revealed that she has recently experienced miscarriage again.
As reported on PEP, the R&B singer, who is married to former professional basketball player Rich Alvarez, recently shared a Bible verse from Jeremiah 29:11 on her Instagram, which read, "For I know the plans for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
She revealed in her post that she found herself to be pregnant again back in August and was planning with her husband to keep it a secret until the first trimester is over before announcing to everybody.
"It was a sensitive pregnancy that I had to leave work for a while; take a bed rest, as advised by our doctor. That's why I haven't been on [television] and I had to forgo some of the events where I had to sing, and shows including ASAP in Australia.
"[...] I felt bad for a while because I was missing so much work. But at the same time I was so happy and excited especially after seeing our baby's heartbeat," she added.
Unfortunately for the couple, their dream of announcing their second pregnancy didn't come true.
"Last week, we lost our angel. Again. For the second time. My heart was breaking as I was being brought to the delivery room. I was not going to have a baby. I was having a miscarriage again. I felt like I was given the most beautiful gift and then taken back from me so fast.
She admitted that she was overwhelmed by emotion since losing her baby, and that she would break down at things that reminded her of the loss, like the lotion for stretch marks and the maternity clothes she ordered online.
"It's heartbreaking. Grief is not a once and done process. You don't cry for a week, or a month, or a year and then move on. It's hard. You don't get it out of your system. I will always wonder about the birthdays that we will never get to celebrate. It was supposed to be September and May. This year has been very difficult for me and my family. But I will remain hopeful. I know everything happens for a reason. And through all the pain and trying experiences, I know something wonderful will happen. I'll be back soon. Thank you. See you..."
(Photo Source: Kyla Alvarez Instagram)
